
Some days/
I run into myself/
Like a character in the old cartoons/
bang into the wall of me/
my stuff is impenetrable/
and I bounce off of it/
unable to budge or break through/
lately I see it happening/
feel the familiar bruising/
say to myself this is what you do darling/
you eat yourself alive/
you work too hard and eat your liver/
knowing that like some mythic/
small god of fire/
you will burn and brood/
and get up to go at the wall/
all over again/
tomorrow/
lately I see myself strafing myself/
just learning/
I gentle the day/
wherever I can/
I tell the truth as serenely as possible/
chuckle without shame/
silly silly girl/
feeling the long brushstrokes/
down the hair of yesteryear/
darling girl/
life is always/
always/
a gentle inside job
